My name is Ronnie D.

GPOYW: Keanu saaaay, kommence manik phase!

(GPOYW on Friday cause I’ve been busy planting gardens and writing shows and sorting piles and baking cookies and running trellis and rearranging the furniture and looking at real estate to invest in in Montana cause that’s really the spot and rearranging the furniture and cleaning off the coffee table and drinking too much wine and checking the stove and throwing out clothes and then thinking I shouldn’t have thrown out those clothes and wanting to go to the alley to check the trash to find those clothes, but I won’t cause I know I’m being watched by a covert government agent whose only mission is to get me interested in visiting the state of Texas, so instead, I rearrange the furniture, check the stove, try to convince my brother to invest on my behalf in Bisbee, go to the Circle K for a 79 Cent* Thirstbuster with my nips kinda out, pig out on carbs, rearrange the furniture, try to convince a friend that we should get a group together and move into a warehouse in Detroit…)

*It seems rather oppressive that the dollar symbol is readily accessible while the cent symbol is not. I imagine this has something to do with Texas.

**And yes, I keep a picture of Keanu Reeves on my mirror in order to remind me daily of the spiritual life I am to lead.

***And no, that is not a ‘mess’ you see behind me, that is the delicate arrangement of items into a practical - and logical - pile.

May 13, 2011 @ 11:51 am

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ohhmytumblr:

self-harm being used as a coping mechanism which provides temporary relief of intense feelings such as anxiety, depression, stress, emotional numbness and a sense of failure or self-loathing.

Ronnie D. Fun Fact #693

I share my birthday with Self-Injury Awareness Day.

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Oct 8, 2010 @ 10:58 pm

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chanonista:

The feeling of saying “fuck it,” and the freedom that comes with it.

I’ve been feeling VERY close to doing this lately.

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Sep 26, 2010 @ 9:08 am

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GPOYW: Antisocial Lunch Break

Aug 4, 2010 @ 9:00 am

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I’m having a hard weekend.

But I’ll be out this Wednesday, July 28th, for Snarkstravaganza.

You should come see if the crying has stopped.

Jul 25, 2010 @ 1:16 pm

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